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Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003
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DUDE! like emery would say. haha except coming from him .. it would be more like HEY BUTTHEAD! :P last time i checked my head wasn't a butt or my butt wasn't a head .. either way but maybe i was wrong :)
mum keeps waking me up. i'm rather tired and cranky.. and i haven't updated in ages .. i actually was planning to .. really. haha. except last time that i did .. my computer crashed so i got mad and left..never to return again but lo and behold i'm back :P RAGH! :)
i was talking to a friend a couple days ago :) .. about favourite things vs. not-so-favourite things. haha :D so here's my list ..
favourite things (in no particular order) -
1) hoodies (right now my grey GAP hoodie is rising to be the favouritest out of all my hoodies. HAHA i am a big dork :P)
2) JAM-ba juice (RIGHT! :) after weenie and i discovered strawberry dreaming YUM!)
3) good movies .. good music .. good books .. :)
4) light rain pattering on the roof
5) vancouver, BC (canada, baby ;D!!!)
6) germany (minus the raspberry tea .. shudder ..)
7) getting snail mail :D .. or an unexpected sms :]
8) snow (yay! it's almost winter but boo! it never snows here .. what the heck am i yay-ing for?)
9) cars. (haha .. ;D)
10) seeing people i haven't seen for a long time
not-so-favourite things (in no particular order as well) -
1) lightening and/or thunder :P BOO!!
2) power outtages
3) my computer (as of now because it dies on me whenever it feels like dying :P and then i have to bring it back to life :P!! ANNOYING!!)
4) STYRAFOAM (!!!!!!! need i explain more!!? it's PAINFUL MAN!!)
i'm sure there's more. i'm tired. :) good night, kiddos :D hopefully the updates will be sooner rather than later ;D ciao*
xoxo - tiff ;D
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Sunday, August 10th, 2003
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| Subject: | :) |
| Time: | 12:11 pm. |
| Mood: |  content. | | Music: | jason mraz - after an afternoon. |
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my summer in a nutshell :) [crAck!]
summer quarter started a weekend after my spring quarter ended. that's right, folks .. i had a weekend to recover of the insanity of spring quarter :E but recover nonetheless. summer quarter consisted of microecon at [drumroll, please .. dundundun] the buttcrack of dawn .. (more ike 730am to be exact) and followed by intro to MIS. :[ but luckily classes were as long as i thought (especially my computer class considering i only went to lab once a week instead of five times a week ;) ) HAH! econ was a third sleeping, a third taking notes and a third drawing with andrew on our notebooks or the desk. i have come to conclusion that the guy is just way too smart for me to be taking classes with .. mr. i-don't-study-but-still-manage-to-pull-As. while i, on the other hand, study my arse off for every test except the last one because i was so burned out .. lo and behold .. i pull an A. (minus one! :)) maybe i'll try that a little more often :P but i'm starting to think the last exam was just WAY too easy. :(
actually it's sunday a little past noon. i'm debating whether or not to take a shower soon or later. i'll probably opt for the former because i have to go take pictures with my second cousin who's leaving tonight to go back to taiwan :) she is lovely. i'll miss her. my parents and brother left this morning BRIGHT AND EARLY (720am) to go to oregon .. to do what..i'm not sure. i'm glad i stayed behind. i have to whole house to myself for the next two days and then muriel and susi arrive monday night :D i'm awfully excited although i must clean the house like a madwoman before they come. :)
guitar (YES!)
digicam (YES!)
laptop (still looking :(..)
wireless internet (looking doubtful :( ..)
i'm heading off to vancouver on saturday. but to be honest, i'm not so excited. i mean i am, of course, but i'm sure i could be a lot more excited .. but i'm not :P i'm starting to think an entire week in vancouver is a little too much. i've heard super wonderful things about victoria though :) [from weenie and andrew's mum] so i'm pretty excited about that.
people i love listening to:
billy joel
jason mraz
jay chou
john coltrane
john mayer
josh groban
miles davis
peter cincotti
zchen
that concludes my strange array of music :] i think i better hop into the shower and try to make myself look semi-presentable for pictures. i think i'm off to the beach today .. it'll let my digicam breathe :) toOdles :]
xoxo - tiff
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| Subject: | hullo :] |
| Time: | 1:24 pm. |
| Mood: |  tired. | | Music: | jason mraz - no doubling back :D :D :D :D. |
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i think it's been a good five eternities and a half since i've written here. stuff has happened..not a lot but still stuff but the laziness invades my body and i don't want to :) we'll see how far my memory reaches ..
mike visited with howard&dad. :) 'twas fun because i played the whole freaking memorial weekend. >) on friday night, we ate at crepevine. =) and had a grand time trying to split four crepes between five people. that was a pleasure. eventually wandered our way into the city city .. found parking. w00t. walked to pier39. sat and listened to the goshdarn loud sealions. .. it was FREEZING. there was such terrible weather. i went in cupertino clothes. luckily i was semi-smart to bring a jacket or else i'd be frozen. jacket+jeanskirt+flipflops. haha so much walking made my feet hurt :( ate at ghiredelli's for desert. whoa momma! mike and i shared a strawberry thing. it had like six layers. we managed to poke through only the first two. -_- i thought i was going to have a heart attack. we went home. saturday of memorial day, i went shopping with steph. no, we went to go dimsum first ;) YAMMMMM! =d and then tea and then shopping. i told her i wasn't allowed to buy anything .. and she was supposed to stop me. she's not very good at that .. i came home with three new shirts :[ and then went home to homework a little and then mtg. and a whole crowd of us went to tea. hot grass jelly is the way to go :D ..although no one wanted to try it :( i got a cellphone dangly thing from myko (mind you, this is michaelchang not the canadian). and then we went home. hA. on sunday .. meeting meeting .. and then i came home right away to finish work (bc i had three midterms in the coming monday) ..but in no time, weenie, lala and emery came over .. and told me they were going to stanford .. for shopping? :) SHOPPING! ..so i sat around and tried to make up my mind while we listened to emery play songs on the guitar. 'WHO GAVE HIM THE GUITAR!!?? TAKE IT AWAY FROM HIM!!' haha. so i decided to go .. but they were late and they wanted to visit stanford's campus .. which was hilarious .. bc no one there went to stanford .. so we just walked around .. in some seriously NICE weather :D there was a wedding. .sigh. =) someone better be getting married soon! i want to go to a wedding :D and then after much walking .. we took a bunch of them to the chens are barbecue. WAHOOO! good food =) mMMMmmMM!! and then we wanted to go to the beach .. and make a fire. haha but it was closed by the time we go there so we went to peters and started a fire in his fireplace instead. we had a marshmellow cooking contest. :) then we went home. emery is HILLARY-IOUS. ohmygoodness -_- my stomach and my cheek muscles hurt so bad :*) .. haha. monday i studied. and studied . and studied. all day :P it was plain boring. and tiring. i wanted to die.
so the three midterms :E my brain fried. the end. i think i have four more weeks of school left. someone please kill me.
weenie and i went shopping again yesterday. i got a pair of shoes and a tube of lipgloss at aveda. aveda is my new favourite store. we walked in and the lady served us TEA! .. a peppermint tea. it was so nice :) and she was so nice :D and she was super knowledgeable and so patient with me bc i really suck at decision-making :P haha. i give her and the store five stars :D i truly truly love excellent customer service. ditched math and came home and worked for three and a half hours straight. my bum hurt afterwards for sitting so long .. nonetheless i finished early and was bored the entire evening..which i don't seem to mind at all ..
i got bit by a spider .. at my neck .. so it was a vampire spider. it hurts like noneother.!!!!!!!!!! like burning .. stinging. >( and sometimes .. when it gets REALLY bad? i can't even turn my head ..>( i hate spiders FIVE times as much now..stupid things :P GROSS!!
i had a bad dream last night/this morning? it was so long .. and i remember everything .. it was so scary .. i didn't even want to get out of bed :( i was so scared and everything made my skin crawl. i wanted to cry. freaking A. >P i'm still -__-. i'm scared to sleep now. i don't want a bad dream!!!! ..sniff..
i better go and finish homework fast today so i can play and be bored tonight .. :D
whew. longest entry i've ever written. i need a life. bye, you!
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| Time: | 11:04 pm. |
| Mood: |  crappy. | | Music: | duncan sheik - barely breathing. |
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hullo.
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when i have a daughter, her name will be elena (for now :]). i think because i saw it on a streetsign today .. and haha it looked so pretty on the sign! elena. HM. i like! :D
babybabylovecanbesobeautiful.
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| Subject: | o_O |
| Time: | 2:25 pm. |
| Mood: |  excited. | | Music: | john mayer - without you. |
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oOPh. you see .. my back hurts .. i need a new back. i'm going to using a cane by the time i'm twenty. mum says it's cuz i sit funny. maybe. but no .. haha .. so i've resorting to going to the floor to sleep now .. and for some odd reason .. i find it a lot more comfortable than my bed. although i love my bed a lot and i like to lay in it .. i just can't seem to fall asleep in bed .. so the floor it is .. until my back feels better. :( woOp ..
what absolutely gorgeous weather we've been having. i am so happy :D and reported until at least monday!! that's terrific. :D i am excited. my moods are totally swayed by the weather .. :) MMM YAY! haha.
i've been getting bitten a lot :( like a lot .. four on my arms. (two on each .. aw so nice of the bugs to keep me symmetrical) two on my back and four on my legs :(( BOO. it feels so uncomfortable!! :l i'm constantly squirming. STOP EATING ME, you BUGS!!
homework now .. my kids later .. come home eat .. sleep a little .. work and 24 :D WAH! i am proud to say i've finished episodes 1, 2, 4, and 6 of season 1. seven is waiting for me .. :] w00t. i am officially addicted. :e. RAH. oh well. haha. alrite kiddos. seeya later! ;D
welcome home, you. :D
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| Subject: | grR.. |
| Time: | 2:57 pm. |
| Mood: |  hungry. | | Music: | brown eyes - little by little.. |
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and once again i am reminded how bad the customer service at abercrombie is :l..stupid idiots. you don't just stand there and flirt with your coworkers. you were hired to help people. like they do at nordstroms! some of the people are nice and helpful.. that that ONE guy (right, weenie?) haha ;) nonetheless i got myself two tanks :] hUrhUr everytime i complain about their service .. i walk out with their clothing. i think i'm officially retarded. but they have totally cute shirts :] please please go on sale :D :D :D unlike my gorgeous white pants that i SHOULD have gotten at fullprice because then they would sitting in my closet instead of someone elses. haha. i'm evil. >:)
speaking of pants .. HAHA .. i found my black capris which i have been looking for since the beginning of time. they were hidden behind all my dresses on my door! :D YAY! bc i had ironed them.. i suppose ..and i hung them on a hanger and i didn't bother putting them back into my closet but yay! :D super exciting :] in fact i'm wearing them right now :) they used to fit really nicely .. now they uh don't. haha. HELP ME LOSE SOME WEIGHT!! good grief.
it's raining again. AGAIN!!!? i am no longer going to fight with the weather. i've come to terms that it's going to be UNSTABLE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!!!! :E a good day and a bad day and a good day and a bad day and a good day and today is a bad day. :p geebus.
annachen wants me to take dance classes with her. i SUCK at dancing. she doesn't seem to get it. :E i have no rhythm no elegance no nothing to dance and yet she's convinced that i should take them with her. !!!!! i have two left feet both fit for NOT DANCING. :p honestly, i think she finds it entertaining when i fall flat on my face. :( huRhurh.
a thousand things to do and none of which i want to touch. :p i think i'll start with a nap :D
bye!! ^_^
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| Subject: | ^_^ |
| Time: | 1:27 pm. |
| Mood: |  optimistic. | | Music: | laura pausini - i need love. |
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nothing really. just swinging by .. :)
today's weather: beautiful. i can't believe i'm inside. what am i doing inside? gAh. :]
today: calc quiz
tomorrow: german worschatz quiz
accounting midterm part 1
the day after: accounting midterm part 2
next monday: calc midterm
wahhhh.. =*( sokay. will cram this week and weekend. ^_^
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| Subject: | boO :) |
| Time: | 2:46 pm. |
| Mood: |  lazy. | | Music: | liszt - liebestraum no.3 in a flat. |
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i can't find a reason to let go
even thought you've found a new love
and she's what your dreams are made of
i can find a reason to hang on
what went wrong can be forgiven
without you it ain't worth living alone
[chorus]
sometimes i wake up crying at night
and sometimes i scream out your name
what right does she have to take you away
when for so long
you were mine
i took out all the pictures of our wedding day
it was a time of love and laughter
happy ever after
but even those old pictures have begun to fade
please tell me she's not real
and that you're really coming home to stay
[chorus]
i can give you two good reasons
to show you love's not blind
he's two and she's four
and you know they adore you
so how can i tell them you've change your mind
[chorus]
i remember when you were mine.
[dixiechicks - you were mine]
i'm not usually a huge country fan but wow. this song makes me want to cry. =*l it's absolutely stellar .
haha. i'm superb at updating. there should be a prize for the worstest updater in the world.
could not wake up this morning. ok no. i woke up. i couldn't get out of bed. once at 634am and again at 710am and again at 914am and again at 956am. (one minute late) i didn't actually get out of bed until 1030am. dragged myself into the shower and just stood there and wasted like gallons of water. Hm painful. i really should be studying. i'll start in half an hour. :l third week. which means there are nine more weeks of school. which is ok because i'd rather have nine more weeks of school than well.. twelve. ;p but i must warn everyone that i might be completely insane by the time school lets out. !_!
what absolutely gorgeous weather today. not too hot. not too cold. just perfect i wanted to box it up in a crystal box and let it out little by little on days that are not so good.
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he makes me smile. we're not even talking. but it's ok because we converse in a language of silence. a language so unique that only the two of us understand. our secret. i catch his gaze and his eyes fill with mischief as they crinkle at the corners and he offers me one of his most genuine, most perfect smiles. and i know. i know in this room full of people screaming, shouting and gibberish that it's just us. us. and i am certain that i am his and he is mine.
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Wednesday, April 16th, 2003
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| Subject: | bOo! |
| Time: | 2:55 pm. |
| Mood: |  groggy. | | Music: | harry connick jr. - a wink and a smile ;) :D. |
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good morning ;)
i love the seven seconds after i've finished blowdrying my hair. it's almost like pulling warm towels out of the dryer which i also love. :) when i was little, my mum used to stick in the two largest towels while i was taking a bath and pull them out while they were nice and hot and wrap me up. i think that's why :) i miss being a kid :] hakuna matata. no worries. ^_^
today today today. quiz today. how ready am i? not very. i'm more exhausted than i am ready. poor brain. i forgot my notebook today so i had to take notes on binder paper. that's another half hour i have to waste to transfer notes into my notebook. :[ so disorganized. i think i need to first organize my brain first and then maybe everything else after that will organize itself. (possibly..i hope :D)
i will do a song and dance if i can get cleared from math11 so i can go straight into math12. :[ SO MANY MATH CLASSES. i hate math. :[ DANGIT!!
it's going to be another long night tonight. i can feel it. :[ so much econ to finish. FOUR WORKBOOK PAGES bc of midterm next thursday. RARrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
classtime :p bye!
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Tuesday, April 15th, 2003
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i'm not so good at updating this thing. :P
what an uneventful day. however, i happened to bump into roopa which was a nice surprise because i miss our morning chats during fall quarter in her awesome green aztec. ;) so we're meeting again monday .. i think. and i saw jerry today. he was nice enough to say hi :]. i was late for econ again. i've been on time once. out of the five days of class that we've had so far. :] excellent. i'm not good at waking up in the morning. even though today i was up and moving at 730. i waddled around and poked at my backpack, turned on the computer, checked my mail and i still didn't make it to school on time. haha :P GOSH. i'm retarded or i need to start learning how to move faster. math was painful but not as painful as wednesday. i understand things now which is amazing considering i hate math with a fire breathing passion. accounting has to be the fastest class ever to pass. i have no idea what's going on but i go in and sit down and it feels like five minutes and he tells us that class is over. it better be like this for 1b an 1c. :]
i have decided it should stop raining. the sun should come out and so i can tan my pale legs. :[ swimming yes but at night only. so i can only tan. i'm dying to get out of these winter clothes!!!
i hope this week will not be as long. i have eleven more weeks of school left. cry with me, everyone :*(. it's going to be so painful. i'm going to get out school when i turn fifty. .sigh. and there's no break between spring and summer quarter. WHAT'S UP WITH THAT?! i'm going to burn out. how did i do this in high school. that is the big mystery. :)
to econ i go. i have been doing everything but econ. :] i'm so good at putting things off. what an art ;) uhm. right. econ.
bye!
by the way, i'm not drunk. i just want to be. haha. no. -_-
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| Subject: | erh? |
| Time: | 9:46 pm. |
| Mood: |  grumpy. | | Music: | kasey chambers - million tears. |
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take my hand
break my stride
make me smile
for everytime i've cried
hold my heart
in the palm of your hand
don't listen to it breaking
just listen to the band
do you wanna ride in my car
it's parked out on the street
or just stay with me a while
before i fall asleep
take these tears
wash your skin
i'm having trouble breathing
since you walked in
my hands are tied
my head is reeling
my eyes have cried a million tears
from wishing you were here
[i miss you, baby]
i cannot shop anymore for a long time. for a month. i will not shop for a month. unless it's to buy a swimsuit. :) or my gapcordjacket goes on sale or skirts or vS sends me more coupons :] hey who doesn't love free stuff? :] i got a black dress. to keep or not to keep? :( weenie and i saw girls getting their makeup done :( i wanna get my hair and makeup done. i want a beautiful and deliciously perfect dress. happy proming to all y'all prom goers. i'm insanely jealous >)
i am currently running on three hours of sleep. i think i've past exhaustion. there should be a word for 'past exhaustion'. (one day i will think of one.) but my eyes are tired and thus this entry might be as wacky as i was this morning. i don't even quite remember what we were talking about. starbucks came up and sunsets. :) and kayaking. or maybe that was the day before. it sounds fun :) i wanna try but i'd rather kayak in a pool because i know at least i can see the bottom and know that the pool is clean. i don't want to be falling into gross water. haha (insert weenie's crazy idea that i'm high maitenance.) i think i'm more obesessive compulsive than i am high maitenance haha because i'm not. so what if i have to take a shower every morning and i don't drink tap water. :P tap water is gross!! and i shower because i don't wanna be stinky.
on a tangent i'm gaining a lot of face fat. :*( my cheeks are a lot chubbier and soon i'll have chubby cheeks :( :( :( how in the heck do you get rid of face fat?! are there excercises? haha. that would be peculiar, no?
here i am alone on a friday night. sitting on my arse. doing nothing. exhausted and not wanting to work. all i need is 'loser' stamped on my forehead in bright red. >[
goodbye and goodnight.
love,
me
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Wednesday, April 9th, 2003
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| Subject: | ^_^ |
| Time: | 1:52 pm. |
| Mood: |  thirsty. | | Music: | jason mraz - sleeping to dream :). |
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i need a cup of coffee. starbucks please :)
overalls make me look at least ten years younger and two feet shorter. hello my name is tiffany. i am eight and three foot six :]
still loving this weather. GO OUTSIDE PEOPLE. smell the fresh air. dance on the gross with your bare feet :] read under a tree! it's almost tanktop weather :D i am excited. !!!!!!!! YAH!
i have homework galore tonight :(((((
the pounds are quickly sticking to me again. my poor self-discipline skills. :P
byey'all. :D
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| Subject: | - LA - |
| Time: | 11:27 pm. |
| Mood: |  busy. | | Music: | john mayer - why georgia. |
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he's adorable and i like him. :)
pink lip gloss is my new love. rarely do i get to put it on and it doesn't particularly look that great but i still like it :) still not a huge pink fan though. it's too girly for me :)
my goodness. people i know it's nighttime but WHO LOVED THE WEATHER TODAY?! i did i did! it was perfect skirt weather. you know because i can't wear pants because i end up looking like a pear but skirts even me out a little. i love skirts :) oh gosh. i went outside to read in the afternoon but then all the bugs thought i was their lunch so i came back in. :(
i found an old cd today. floods of memories. good times. good times. i miss them. things, people, places, talking, screaming, laughing, thoughts, lunch, etc :]
i miss the seaotters. i will visit them soon :) clam chowdAH and seaotters :] starfish and jellyfish. :) how amazing.
emery is odd. please observe:
emery: my friend wrote lyrics on xanga
emery: and i wrote a country melody to it
emery: and sang it to him
CUTE HM?! hm? hm? hm?!! i even have it. :D it's so funny. ^_^ emery is awesome piano player person.
ok i must go because the other half of my calchmwk is waiting for me :p gross.
goodnight.sweetdreams.
l o v e m e
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i have nothing meaningful to say.
the end.
good night.
OH! actually. i do. i would hate to be the kind of girlfriend that kate hudson is acting as in 'how to lose a guy in ten days'. someone please shoot me in the face if i ever have the slightest similiar personality as her. that's freaky man. i wanted to punch her in the face so please please feel free to punch ME in the face.
thank you.
have a nice day.
gosh. i ache for you. -_-
sweet dreams.
52 - m e :)
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| Subject: | .gasp! :O |
| Time: | 5:05 pm. |
| Mood: |  sick. | | Music: | brian mcknight - shoulda coulda woulda :). |
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who knows if the moon's
a balloon, coming out of a keen city
in the sky--filled with pretty people?
(and if you and i should
get into it,if they
should take me and take you into their balloon,
why then
we'd go up higher with all the pretty people
than houses and steeples and clouds:
go sailing
away and away sailing into a keen
city which nobody's ever visited, where
always
it's
Spring) and everyone's
in love and flowers pick themselves
[-ee cummings-]
mm yum :) if only i had one quarter of awesome poetry writing talent he did :D amazing and absolutely stellar.
i have not written in here for so long. i almost forgot i had this! mm i did actually. i did forget. i wonder what was the last entry i'm almost afraid to look. sorry, livejournal :( forgiveness please ..
good grief. i was in bed just thinking today (because i'm sick and i had nothing better to do. what excellent timing to get sick :P) .. how fast time flies. uncle jerry, weenie, theodore, albert and i were eating dinner last night and my goodness. they're going to be in the seventh grade. we watched theodore grow up (literally.) and my brother is graduating in two years. me in three. weenie in two. amazing huh? theodore thought i was sixteen :P haha. i suppose it's nice to start looking younger now. :) huRhurh. i'm losing my mind.
i cannot wait until summer comes and for me won't be for another four months :P gRrr. i am patiently waiting for summer weather. :) hello skirts! my pale pale legs need a tan :(
brian mcknight! i love him! :D he rocks. and thus, the song :)
going to read some math. haha. notice read but not do :P
miss you*
l o v e 52 m e
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Sunday, January 5th, 2003
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| Subject: | :D :D |
| Time: | 8:49 pm. |
| Mood: |  mellow. | | Music: | christina aguilera - beautiful. |
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happy new year! i'm five days late! haha new years was retarded. we all sat in different homes and yea. haha it was okay though..because i went to sleep .. i'm getting old! i have the right to be tired..haha :P
so..on a random day..sam says let's go to yosemite so we pack and we go. [we as in walter, peter, sam, christian and 'the sisters'..hhaha angela, dani and me ;)] so we were originally going to spend three days and two nights there..but it only turned out to be one night and two days..which was fine with me..
so we all hop into the church van and drive at around four in the afternoon on uh..wednesday (i think!) haha and we get there around nine..[psh..get there in three in a half hours..i don't think so buddy] haha. anywhoO. we go and we try to get some cabins and we end up sleeping in these canvas tents..with heaters..it was my first near-close to outdoor experience even though i was on a bed and everything but you could HEAR everything!! haha..like the snow falling on trees and the coyotes howling outside and everyone talking and things shuffling. so iono about the guys but us girls didn't sleep a wink. it was terrible..and so we got up and went hiking. by then my fall count was already three..i think. haha. falling is so embarressing. it was just too icy and my kswisses are really not for the snow..they're for tennis courts. haha :P anywhOO. we were going up to badger pass and putting on our snow chains when we realize that the chains are really really too big for our fifteen inch tires so we drive all the way back down to valley to see if we can rent snow boots down there bc none of us had snow boots (yea i know..shush) haha..but they didn't have boots! just xcountry skiing stuff so we decide that we're just going to go hiking in our tennis shoes. where i fell an additional four TIMES!! so poor sam had to follow me all the way up just to make sure i didn't hurt myself..here i am with FOUR fat bruises on my knee. haha ..AW MAN. and then on the way up to vernal falls..there was an avalanche and it completely covered the trail so to MY SURPRISE..we head back down .. and the brothers see a really nice patch of snow and we stay there for literally two hours or so? and they're romping in the snow having snowball fights and everything..it was so funny..we took pictures! I HAVE THEM IF YOU WANT TO SEE :] hehehe..and videos of them rolling a huge snowball onto another one. anyway..we walk back to our car but christian sees a bunch of kids sledding or tobogganning? whatever so i bring out my two hefty black garbage bags (of which i brought for my sleeping bag ) and he takes them and goes sledding on them. that was SO funny too. i have never laughed so much..in my life..o gosh..i had so much fun..and then we pack up and leave..however..do keep in mind..the entire trip i had this NASTY cough and my throat hurt like NOTHING i've ever felt in my life and i was seriously SICK to my head and i was completely voiceless some of the time .. i would make noises but i just couldn't form WORDS..it was so frustrating :) aw i had such a good time. those germans :) they're so great! i love them :] ok .. i think i'm going to go pack..school starts tomorrow. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! >(!!! i love break. next one is spring break! where to go where to go? :) east coast :D hahah okay then..i will try and update more often!!! B Y E !!!!!!!!!
l o v e - m e ; )
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Monday, December 30th, 2002
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| Time: | 9:57 pm. |
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viewer's discretion --> do not read unless you're just as bummed out as i am.
i really hate to be all like this before the new year but it's just this feeling that i can't explain..apathy? again. i know i'm falling..i can feel it..bc it's happened before not once..not twice..not three times..enough for me to now sense it like a warning to myself to dig myself out before it's too late. i feel so awful. so empty. hollow almost. and i've fallen and drifted from everything. i'm physically here just not mentally .. because i'm thinking of something else and it's swallowing me fast.
school's starting really soon. i need to go buy books and crap and stuff. wow what a quick winter break. i haven't rested yet. i haven't even taken a breath yet. you know? sometimes i just want to pause time for a week. so i can close my eyes and lie there and dream. i don't even have to go out of my room. i just need time. and sometimes i just want to disappear. or go away for awhile. you know? i'm sick of everything (almost). but then i think..blahblahblah and blahblahblahblah. goodness. what is wrong with me? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!
i need a run.
-_- someone shoot me.
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Thursday, December 26th, 2002
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so i have not yet updated..this is never going to work and now i realize why i had never kept a diary or a journal..because entries would happen every..mm..month if i was good enough..haha :P
conference was great. super. loved it. seeing people again was great :] interesting bus ride there .. took much too long but it was still 'interesting'..which anna would probably also like to testify. haha :P man..had an excellent cabin :] fullfunctioning heater but no couch..no futon..half of a cabinet and no hangers in our closet but our heater worked so i guess that was okay :] we had so much fun laughing ourselves silly when lights were out..it was great fun. i had so much food. candy to be more specific and for awhile i was everyone's best friend only because i had delicious candy to eat :d hehehe. here are some that come to mind right now..:]
.getting stuck
.a crazy first night
.cheerleader
.being late to singspiration bc we all slept through THREE alarms
.esther's crazy musical dance and song
.'i love it!' 'it's so toasty!!!'
.'there's someone out there for everyone.' -> 'sommmmmeeewhere outtt there..'
.mashed potates and corn :]
.my mistake with illegality :( [I'M SO SORRY, IVY!!!!]
.'muh sleeve.' = 'my sleeve!'
.our raccoon = our air freshener
.'did it come yet?'
.the yearly hilarious rec games
.ffx summary :]; jeff has a great memory..so detailed
.terrible flashes from cameras at night. 'AHHH! i'm blind i'm blind.'
o it was so great :] hehehe. i miss everyone already. :*( *sniffle* ah well..there are another 358 days..i'm counting down..ALREADY :] i'm crazy.
meanwhile..i got three shots today..two on my left arm for hepA because i'm over eighteen and when you turn eighteen you're supposed to get double the dose..which i don't quite understand bc what if TOMORROW was my birthday..how much a difference would it make if i were seventeen and 364 days old and a FULL eighteen years old. =P hum. maybe someone could explain that to me and i have a flu shot on my right arm..FLU SHOTS HURT!. :[ i don't like needles :( so both of my arms are sore and they hurt and i'm such a big baby. haha.
anyway..in the past two days..i've watched three movies! =P i need a life..but it's only becauase no one is home and al i can do is rent movies..ice age, i am sam and high crimes. ice age..cute..kiddish..the squirrel acorn-chasing thing got a little bit annoying..my all time favourite movie is still monster's inc. i want that on dvd. :] speaking of dvd movies that i want..SLIDING DOORS..i've been looking for this movie since the beginning of time and i can't find it in either vhs or dvd. it's heartbreaking :( so if anyone can find it please please buy it..i will pay you back..honest :( ..okay..and then i am sam..the movie is two hours and ten minutes long..i cried for a straight two hours. hahaha. it was really good. i didn't realize how good of an actor sean penn was..but WOW. i was so impressed. :] and his little daughter is SO adorable :) i love it. it's such a great great great movie. high crimes..a little long..a little confusing..a little weird but good. i like ashley judd. :] she's good. and morgan freeman. ashley's husband is the guy from angel eyes [i think?] yea =T hum. anywhOo..i wanna rewatch minority report. actually i wanna buy it :] hahaha. okee dokee. i think this will be it for now..maybe if i get really bored tomorrow..i'll write another entry..[people are returning home tomorrow! YAY!] bye guys :] take care*
loooooooooooooooooooove - me ;)
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Tuesday, December 17th, 2002
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hehe. ok..it's been awhile..i'd admit..and finals are over and yet i'm still not updating. it's not my fault..really..it's ALL MY FAULT. haha. i'm lazyyyy :P haha even though i have NOTHING to do now that school is out and i wander the streets..well not the streets..more like my house because of the crazy weather we're having .. :P
i have german candy :D which is almost like one of the top things that happened yesterday :D GERMAN candy! YUMMMMMM. i am excited like heck :] it's so yummy and .sigh. a bowl of german i have NO idea what dani made but OH IT WAS SO GOOD :) totally reminded me of what suzi made at the last time i ate lunch at her house. mMMMmm YUM.o and oak glen is in THREE days..might i mention. i've been going around and around trying to buy things..like oreos and candies and md cassettes..which i've found were QUITE expensive. :T o well :P haha i just hope there is enough space in people's suitcases to bring back to stuttgart :p haha i got a lot of stuff. :D haha. i'm sucha stupidhead. o well. mMmhm deedum. not such an exciting week coming up except me leaving on friday :D yAy! so many people coming and i will have to continue my interesting conversation with christian schauz in the chinese restaurant. :D ah..good stuff good stuff. hehehe. went running today..>PHEW< i have not run in a long time. you cannot even begin to fathom how HUGE i am. GROSS. and we're fonduing on thursday..i need to get out and GET RID OF THIS FAT! :[ YUCKYUCK. haha. hMm well then. i will mm start planning stuff for oak glen :] like clothes..so maybe that way i can play on friday ;) yAy! okeedokee.
IT HAILED TODAY..it was some weird stuff :P haha. rain rain go away..come again another dayyyyy :(
hehehe i took this little quiz that i thought was quite interesting :P
Jolly good, wot! Anyone for tennis? That'll be ten ponies, guv. You're the epitome of everything that is english. Yey :) Hoist that Union Jack!
How British are you?
this quiz was made by alanna
bye now ;)
loooooooove - me ;)
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